Sexual assault.\u00a0 Sexual harassment.\u00a0 It’s all over the news right now, and I’ve been debating whether or not to speak up.\u00a0 After all, this blog is typically about running and triathlon.\u00a0 But it’s also about mental health and self-confidence, and those are two things very damaged by the way women are often treated by horrible men in positions of power.<\/p>\n
It seems like every day, another famous person is accused of sexual assault, and the one thing all of these men have in common is power.\u00a0 They all hold some sort of power over these women.\u00a0 Maybe they are supervising the women, maybe they are high up in the company, maybe they are in a position to make or break the woman’s career.\u00a0 Whatever the source of the power, they use that power to take advantage of these women.<\/p>\n
I keep hearing people (men and women alike) say things like “Well, they didn’t say no or try to get away,” or “They didn’t say anything before, they’re just doing it to get attention.”<\/p>\n
First off, when a man who has power over a woman (let’s say he has the ability to get her fired) pressures her into a situation, she is caught between saying no and losing her job.\u00a0 And yes, when faced with that situation, some women absolutely would be able to say no.\u00a0 But plenty of others wouldn’t – especially when it’s not just losing your job but also potentially being blacklisted in your industry.\u00a0 And once it’s over, these women walk away, try to brush it off.\u00a0 Many of them ultimately find other jobs, some end up leaving the industry all together.<\/p>\n
Saying yes out of fear does not equal consent.<\/p>\n
And a lot of these women didn’t say yes.\u00a0 A lot of them were forced, and then threatened if they spoke up.<\/p>\n
The thing is, this isn’t unique to the entertainment industry.\u00a0 It is prevalent in many industries, possibly all of them.\u00a0 Many, many women have stories of sexual harassment in the workplace.\u00a0 And many of us brush them off because we are told to be nice.<\/p>\n
Here’s one personal example.\u00a0 I had a coworker who made me very uncomfortable.\u00a0 His advances were likely innocent, but he liked to come up behind me, touch my hair, put his hands on my shoulders, and stand much too close when we talked.\u00a0 Sure, these things may sound innocent, but put together, with his words and demeanor, and it made me uncomfortable.\u00a0 I did my best to ignore him, to ask him to not do what he was doing, but it continued.\u00a0 Finally, my resolve broke when he showed me a photo of a woman in a revealing red dress and told me that it would look great on me, so I should buy it and he would take me to Vegas.<\/p>\n
It was just too weird to leave alone, so I finally went to my boss about it.\u00a0 But the thing was, I was still trying to be nice.\u00a0 “I don’t want him to get into trouble,” I said.\u00a0 I was still relatively new at my job and didn’t want to rock the boat.\u00a0 “I just want it to stop.”\u00a0 So my boss at the time talked to his boss, and it stopped.<\/p>\n
Of course, I found out he just moved on to do this to someone else.\u00a0 Maybe if I had worried less about being nice, maybe if I had gotten mad and said “No, this is inappropriate, it is against company policy, and something needs to be done,” then it would have stopped for everyone.<\/p>\n
But we’re taught to be nice, to not cause a scene.<\/p>\n
At an old job, many years ago, I was at a work outing.\u00a0 I had consumed a few alcoholic beverages, and was talking and laughing with some coworkers.\u00a0 One of the higher-ups in the company pulled me over and started hitting on me.\u00a0 He was married, I wasn’t interested, I tried to pull away.\u00a0 He then started making some very sexually suggestive comments, while keeping hold of my wrist.\u00a0 Another woman, also higher up in the company, saw this and helped pull me away from him.<\/p>\n
I was embarrassed and upset.\u00a0 My coworkers knew what had happened, but no one wanted to say anything, so I brushed it off.\u00a0 At work the next day, the guy called me to apologize, and kept saying “But nothing happened, so it’s not a big deal.”\u00a0 I was so embarrassed by what had happened, and I was also leaving the job in a few weeks, so I agreed and said it was no big deal.\u00a0 Essentially, I just wanted it to go away.\u00a0 And it did.<\/p>\n
I’m not sure I ever saw that guy again in the few weeks I had left at that job.\u00a0 And I can’t say that the incident has weighed heavily on me or caused any lasting harm.\u00a0 The hurt has gone away and now it’s just a sense of embarrassment.\u00a0 And I shouldn’t feel embarrassed for being a victim.\u00a0 But that’s not the point.\u00a0 The point is that it shouldn’t have happened.\u00a0 I do feel some guilt for not standing up and making it a bigger deal.\u00a0 Why?\u00a0 Because it’s likely this wasn’t a one-time thing for him.\u00a0 It’s likely that he did this to other young women.\u00a0 And maybe it was worse for some of them than it was for me.<\/p>\n
I understand why some women wait to speak up.\u00a0 When this happened, I was embarrassed.\u00a0 I was young.\u00a0 I was on my way out anyway, which I think is really the key to my story.\u00a0 Who knows what would have happened if I would have had to continue working with this guy.\u00a0 I just wanted it to go away.\u00a0 But if suddenly I heard that other women were saying “Hey, this guy did these things to me,” maybe I would add my voice to the choir.\u00a0 I don’t know.<\/p>\n
Neither of these two incidents are as heinous as some of the many stories coming out in the press.\u00a0 But I share them to show just how pervasive sexual harassment is for women.\u00a0 These are not the only two incidents that have happened to me.\u00a0 I have worked with men who believed it was fine to place their hands on my shoulders, thumbs rubbing bare skin due to a wide neckline.\u00a0 I have had my ass grabbed more times than I can count.\u00a0 I have given and received advice from others of people to avoid.\u00a0 At one point, there was someone who I not-so-jokingly referred to as “The Inappropriate Toucher” and did my best to stay more than an arms-length away.<\/p>\n
Thankfully, the men who have done these things are a very small percentage of the men I have encountered over the years.\u00a0 I am lucky to have so many wonderful men in my life, men who have never once made me feel uncomfortable around them.\u00a0 I have watched some of them stand up against harassment, which is amazing.\u00a0\u00a0I work in a male dominated industry, and 99.9% of the time, my interactions are professional and friendly.\u00a0 I spend my summers training and racing in relatively revealing clothing (let’s be honest – tri kits don’t hide much), and have never once felt uncomfortable due to the actions of another person.\u00a0 (And yes, this includes during gross, sweaty victory hugs after a race, because the intent there is very different.)<\/p>\n
(I do want to add that men can also be the victims of sexual harassment and women can be the perpetrators.\u00a0 I don’t have any personal experience, so don’t feel comfortable writing about it, but it does happen, and we need to be aware of it, support the men who are dealing with this, and speak up against the women perpetrating it.)<\/p>\n
As these stories have come out, I have noticed that a lot of men are surprised and a lot of women are not.\u00a0 And that’s because we don’t speak out.\u00a0 These men can’t imagine doing something like this to another person, so it seems shocking.\u00a0 And women often don’t say anything, so how are they supposed to know?\u00a0 So if you want to, if you feel comfortable doing so, tell your stories.\u00a0 And if you find yourself in a situation to speak up when someone is behaving inappropriately, absolutely speak up if you can do so safely.<\/p>\n
I don’t think this behavior is going to go away quickly, or anytime soon.\u00a0 But it’s time to be honest about it, to get it out there, and to realize that we all have the right to feel safe.<\/p>\n
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